Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Yep, I can see what they mean...... or maybe not....

NY Post headline photo....


Good, but not as wonderfully telling as this one....


But anyway, the World Cup, it seems, is determined to continue, so I shall continue watching it. Except not today. Because today is my first non match day since the thing started. And worse, it's a non match day on Thursday as well. Withdrawl......

Although frankly I sat through the Japan-Paraguay 0-0 match thinking they really should have agreed before the 2 hour waste of time and effort that was the match and extra time to just skip it and go straight to flipping a bloody coin.

Spain V Portugal was better, lots of skill everywhere but the whole putting the ball into the net. Nice to see Ronaldo looking a little blubby and red eyed at the end though.

Quarter Finals may be wonderful, but more than likely we'll see four matches of teams desperately trying not to lose and ending up with at least two matches decided by penalties. Personally I can't see past a Brazil v Argentina final with Brazil just steamrollering all before them.

Monday, June 28, 2010

World Cup - oh dear, oh dear, oh dear ... and a weekend roundup

Well, that didn't go very well did it? Utterly miserable performance. Dire. Dismal. The words just aren't enough to get over how bad a match it was. The highlight of the entire thing was watching the Match Of The Day pundits just amazed at how bad it was. Everything else was just awful.

Yes, obviously they should have some sort of technology involved for things like the Lampard goal. And the Argentina goal later in the night where Tevez was offside. The fact they accidentally managed to show the offside immediately after the goal on the big screens shows how easy it is. Except FIFA and Blatter just don't want to know. Ridiculous.

As has become the norm round here, the plans for the weekend were to have no plans. Except football, Dr Who, football on Saturday. And football, drop Molly off at badly timed laser quest party in the middle of a crucial England world cup match, pick her up and football later on Sunday.

And as usual, the lack of planning was proven correct. Friends called round Saturday and Sunday. The afternoon meetup with another set of friends turned into an impromptu sleepover and we ended up not needing to pick her up from Laser Quest as someone volunteered to bring her back. And she had a wonderful weekend. As she often does. but more and more, these wonderful weekends have less and less to do with us. I hate this getting old stuff and the necessary shift in parenting it entails. I love that she's so independent and so blessed with her lovely personality and a wide range of friends. But I'm not so keen on the back seat we're taking now...

So that's our weekend. We enjoyed it all. Except for the nadir of years of watching England. That we could have done without.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

What next? Hermetically sealed children released at 18?

I despair. I really do. Increasingly I find myself shaking my head in horror and frustration at the insanity of modern living. Where the default position appears to be "everyone is under suspicion" and the shrill, paranoid cry rings around of "who will protect the children?"

All of those helicopter parents, worried about any adult, especially any man who goes anywhere near their child. Suddenly no one trusts anyone, and everyone is a potential paedophile, everyone is out to hurt or harm their child. And we end up with a shrill, media driven, mass of hysteria that has no basis in reality. The sort of child protection that ends up creating a generation of children who can't actually function amongst their peers, don't know how to be independent or cope on their own.

I'm trying not to harp on too much about it. But the mass hysteria over the safety of our children is ridiculous. Children are far more at risk from injury or death on the roads, but I don't see many Daily Mail covers screaming how we're all potential child murderers because we drive. And in the majority of those horrible cases of child abuse, abduction or murder it's far more likely to be at the hands of family members or by adults known to the family.

Reason for the little rant? It transpires that a new ruling is likely to come down that anyone in a care environment will be banned from using their own cameras or cameraphones. Presumably all down to the terrible case of Vanessa George, the nursery worker who abused children and took cameraphone images to spread to friends on Facebook. So because of one hideous, unusual crime committed by a twisted abuser everyone who works in a care environment has another rule imposed upon them that tells them that they're not trusted to look after children at all.

It may not seem that serious and too be honest the actual practicalities of it aren't. I take my camera into school sometimes when I want good photos for the website or know that all of the cameras will be in use. Other people do the same. Not being able to do this will be a pain, but not terribly serious. Except it's simply a small part of an ongoing regime of distrust and blame that's crippling our children. They aren't being allowed to live life and they're being denied a childhood because of a fear of something that mercifully is incredibly rare.

And as usual, the imposition of this new regulation will not help solve the problem at all. Anyone able to hide her terrible crimes from her workmates would probably be able to figure out a way to hide a mobile phone - maybe in her pocket?

But never mind, the fact that the new rules wont solve any problems doesn't matter to the knee jerk reactionaries. Maybe we should just turn our nurseries and schools into barbed wire covered, 24 hour CCTV coverage and where our children aren't actually allowed to do anything -all in the cause of "keeping them safe".

World Cup stuff.....




Well, it's been bloody fun so far. Molly keeps wondering when it's all going to end, keeps asking why I insist on watching every single match that I can. But luckily Louise is into it as well - she's not quite watching every match, and I have to agree with her that the whole first set of matches were really dreadful affairs (bar the first South Africa match). But since then the second and third set of matches have been great.

I wish South Africa would have made it through, as they've played wonderfully. But the most importantly is that England (finally) made it. Granted, the group games have been awful, the Algeria match was the worst I've ever seen them play, but the Slovenia game was better, much better (although it couldn't have been any worse to be honest).

Louise took the day off work, I had to go in and just couldn't get home in time for the kick off. I made it home for 3:20, Louise had the door open and the beer on the table. Molly was at school sports club so we could shout, scream and swear to our heart's content until she eventually came home just before the end. She said that she and her friends could hear us screaming all the way down the road.

Joe Cole's inclusion was worth it just for the spectacular way he took the ball into the corner and played keepy with James Milner.
Rooney looked injured or off form towards the end but it seems to be a minor thing, maybe he just needs a bloody goal to get him going.

Sunday we have a tricky situation though. England kick off against Germany at 3pm. Molly has a laser quest party at 3:45. England game finishes (full time) around 4:50. Molly's party finishes at 5:30. So we're desperately trying to figure out how best to schedule it all, maybe missing the first half and catching the second on TV.
And what the hell happens if there's extra time and penalties I have no idea. Do you think Molly would mind if we left her at Laser Quest till it's all over?
(Nah.... maybe not)

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

So, computers. Aren't I meant to know something about them.....

Two weeks ago my beloved old desktop machine decided to break. It's 5 years old, runs XP, does exactly what I want it to do and does it fast enough for me. I don't want a new machine, I've got this one set up just right and the prospect of upgrading just fills me with dread.

But suddenly, I turn it on and it hangs on the desktop. No icons, no start menu, no taskbar. Just wallpaper. So, being IT savvy, I head over to google and start working out what could possibly be wrong with it. This is where having the second machine - the lovely little netbook always comes in handy. How people solve computer problems without a second machine to google the trouble I have no idea.

Lots of different things. Lots of attempts. Lots of reboots. No luck.

In the end, resigned to the fact I was looking at getting one of those newfangled Windows 7 machines I gave it one last try. The complete reformat of XP.

I've done this before. At school. And somehow, on machines where they're just 1/50th of the total it doesn't hold as much fear. But this was mine. All mine. And I fretfully sat by as it went through the whole process. And bless my soul, it worked.

Except then I had the problem of reinstalling everything and trying to make it look and function exactly the same as it had before.

[TIP#1 - always have a list of programs you need installing]
[TIP#2 - make sure all your data is lovingly backed up and ready to just copy over]
[TIP#3 - do try to make sure you actually have a list of what needs doing to the machine to make it work like you want it to]

I managed Tip #2 just fine. My paranoid obsession over backups paid off. But #1 & #3? Lets just say I have a very good list now.

So. Thursday night - Reformat, start reinstalling. Friday afternoon - finish reinstalls and download god knows how many windows updates. Move data across. Friday night, Saturday, Sunday - screw about with iTunes. Yes, three days of messing about, importing all the music, finding out where it's imported wrong, where it's messed up tracklistings, pictures, info and all the other small, annoying crap.

Finally. It was done. I have a functioning, lovely, just like it used to be machine again.

And then it does it again last night. OH MY GOD.
Except this time I notice that it happens to do it just after one particular windows update install on shut down. It took me the best part of two hours trying to figure out how to fix it, and in the end it was as simple as stopping automatic updates and deleting the Windows/ Software Distribution/ Downloads folder. Since then it's all worked wonderfully.

Which means, oh yes, that the entire problem last weekend, the four days spent reinstalling everything just right, all of that could have been avoided.

And I'm meant to know what I'm doing.

Monday, June 21, 2010

At Least We're Not As Bad As France.....

So it's not all bad then..............

What's going on with the blog Richard?



Well, if you've been here a while you may have noticed that over the last year the blog has become rather .... empty.

Not if yo just cast a glance over it certainly, but it was becoming simply a repository for reposting reviews that I'm doing for the FPI blog and had stopped being MY blog quite a while ago.

Not that I've done it deliberately, just that a combination of many things kept me away from doing things here. Most of my writing time is spent on the FPI blog to be honest. I'm doing the majority of the reviewing over there - which people seem to like, which is nice. And I'm also posting articles and news up there, most of which would have found a natural home here on Fictions to be honest. It got to a point where I had to let something give.

And it was Fictions.

And quite a few people have told me that they miss it.

So, here's the new plan..... I'm stopping all of the reposting of reviews, I've deleted a lot of the old ones. I'll still point you in the direction of new reviews over at the FPI blog and I'll still put comic stuff up here when I want to talk about it. But this has to be MY blog, has to have something away from comics. And from now, it's going to be again......

Right, now expect some content this week. I shall try....

Saturday, June 19, 2010

PROPAGANDA Reviews: Psychiatric Tales

Psychiatric Tales

by Darryl Cunningham

Blank Slate Books

Joe reviewed Psychiatric Tales a couple of weeks ago (Joe’s review), but I wanted to add my own views on the book.

Because I’m one of the many who’ve had their lives affected. My family seems to have a history of mental illness in one form or other. I saw my Grandma; a vibrant, slightly fearsome woman with a knowing smile and a ready laugh for her only grandchild transformed into a shambling, confused and frightened shell as Alzheimers’ took hold. And as I write this my own mother is dealing badly with a diagnosis of Psychotic Depression, a disease so similar in it’s symptoms to Alzheimers’ that it really makes no difference. It’s sad and distressing to see someone’s character and personality stripped away so easily and effortlessly.

And I know I’m not alone, and equally I know that so many people would find Psychiatric Tales a great source of information and, perhaps most importantly of all, a great source of comfort, hope and optimism to know that they’re not alone. But whether or not you’ve experienced any of the illnesses Cunningham discusses, Psychiatric Tales is as compelling and informed a book on the subject as you’re likely to read.

(A brutal, shocking moment, but all part of the essential process Cunningham takes us on in an attempt to understand.)

Cunningham worked for many years in the psychiatric care system, until his own personal struggle with depression took hold. The work here utilises all his insights gained from experience and observation and condenses them into a series of almost documentary style chapters dealing with many difficult and often hidden mental illnesses; Dementia, Depression and Bipolar Disorder, Self-Harming, Anti-Social Personality Disorder, Schizophrenia and Suicide. Each is presented almost as a case study, with Cunningham reporting events in near documentary manner.

This reportage would be arresting enough – a dry, yet fascinating read, but where Psychiatric Tales excels, where it becomes so much more engaging and emotive is when Cunningham breaks away from his documentary style and uses his experiences to bring us closer to the people behind his tales. Then the tone changes and the dispassionate observer/reporter becomes a caring, emotional fellow sufferer. It’s this humanising of the subject – transforming these patients into real people that elevate the book into something truly special.

(Darryl’s own breakdown – written with insight and bravery, painful to read, but so important for our understanding of the relevance of his work.)

And most emotive and illuminating of all is the last chapter – “How I Lived Again”. Those of us who have followed Darryl’s work for a few years will know this aspect of his personality, of his own personal depression, but to those readers unaware, this last chapter will be upsetting, disturbing and most of all, incredibly optimistic and uplifting. Darryl shows us, with personal experience as well as recounted experience that every one of these debilitating and terrible illnesses are beatable, with luck, with family, with years of struggle perhaps. But beatable nonetheless. I’m sure if one sufferer read his work and made this intuitive leap of understanding Darryl would consider his work done and done well.

(Cunningham’s stark imagery in Psychiatric Tales with those small visual motifs, such as the rain being driven back and the sun breaking through in this chapter on depression.)

Psychiatric Tales is told in stark black and white (a shock for those of us used to his vivid and colourful work on Super-Sam and San Diablo), the artwork is simplified, often to the point of near abstraction, but the simplicity of the line never fails to allow the strong message come through.

And then there are the stylistic touches, where Cunningham simply adds something to his pages that sit unheralded, yet once noticed, immediately strengthen the visual message. It may be the photographs in his chapter on famous sufferers or his use of repetition in his panels to drive home a message – but each stylistic shift is perfectly suited to the moment it’s attempting to illustrate: the rain depicted throughout the chapters on depression that clears as the sun bursts through as hope and optimism point to a future without the illness. Or the gaping hole in Cunningham himself in the final chapter as he contemplates his own depression. These little artistic touches illuminate the narrative, strengthening the message of the work.

Psychiatric Tales is a compelling, emotional and difficult read on a much misunderstood topic. Yet in just over 100 pages Darryl Cunningham demystifies the subject and connects us all to the illnesses he talks about. Psychiatric Tales manages to be both informative documentary and emotional journey, shining light on a oft-misunderstood topic and, by the end of the book, shows that there is hope for those afflicted and affected.

It’s a spectacular success for Cunningham and a great piece of comic art. But there’s no better ending for this review than Darryl’s own words:

“Look deep into yourself for the qualities you need to survive. Your talents, hopes, dreams, and desires. Because these are the things that will save you.”

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

Want List - June 2010

All the things I've thought - ooooh, that looks interesting in the coming months.

June 2010





July 2010



August 2010



September 2010




October 2010





Sometime in 2010...




2011:



sometime in the future......